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[13 Oct 2009|11:12pm] |
Wow. I forgot about lj until just now.
My life has totally changed, I have a 9 and a half month old daughter. Dylan and I separated and I'm living back in Windsor and he is... who knows.
I'm happy though, everything is great :)
Who am I kidding...
Everything is a mess. Nothing is the was I expected it. Except my daughter, she is perfect, I would not change it for the world.
However. everything else sucks for sure. just FUBAR.
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[24 Sep 2008|03:25pm] |
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I really do only write in here every 6 months eh.. lol
well whats new here...
i'm 6 months pregnant! completely unexpected of course but everything happens for a reason. things are going good i'm a relatively happy pregnant lady, most of the time anyway haha. at first it was scary and i was worried but everythings gonna turn out great i'm sure of it. i'm so lucky to have such a great guy as the father. of course its dylan! he's so supportive of this pregnancy and takes such good care of me. Abortion was never an option, we never even discussed it and i'm glad. my friends in the past who have had babies i don't think they've had such supportive partners as i do. i'm due january 7th but i think this baby will come sooner than that! we don't know the sex and we don't plan on finding out either. at first we wanted to know but i had 2 ultrasounds and both of them the baby had its legs crossed. stubborn little one. just like it's parents. well if so boy am i in for some hard work! it's ok though i'm looking forward to it!
dylan and i just had our 3 year and we've decided to continue to stay in petrolia. he has a good job and well.. i'm not working right now but it's all gravy! we're currently looking for a new apartment though at the time hopefully we will have something before the baby is born!
its funny in my last post i was sayng how we wanna get married and have kids in a few years, well surprise! baby came first haha, actually i was either pregnant or about to get pregnant in my last post haha
well i'm gonna go eat i'm hungry haha
i'll write more later!
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[26 Mar 2008|07:21pm] |
So i realized ive only been posting once every six months for the last like 3 years. i was reading some of my old entries and see how much ive grown. i was pretty stupid and immature. but i guess at the same time is was all a lotta fun.
Old boyfriends, my first apartment, prom, all the destructive parties, fun parties, all my old friends. A lotta history on here i guess.
I just had my 21st birthday on Sunday. I don't feel any older, well i didnt until i came on here anyway, lol. I never thought i would miss windsor when we moved here, but man, me and dylan just went up this past weekend and i really do miss it. But i know things are better for us up here. We're both working full time, we wanna get married and have kids in the next few years, so i guess its all good. or is it? am i really ready to grow up? i dont know if i want to. I wish i could go back to partying and getting shit faced with cheezewhiz, or whom no ones even heard from in months, which is too bad. staying up all night laughing at stupid shit and watching stupid movies, going to work still drunk from the night before. but part of me doesn't think these people miss me like i miss them. who knows.
dylan and i have been together over 2 and a half years now. we got a dog back in november, his name is whiskey and hes 7 months old hes half lab half walker hound, hes a big suck. dylans been workin at a factory making air filters and i'm well... still at subway, its been 2 years now, i guess it could be worse tho, a lady i work w ith has been there for 13 years. if thats me in 11 years can someone please shoot me? i plan on going to college tho in sept 2009 so that would be good and get me outta here lol.
i don't know what else is new... i still party tho! just not as hard i guess. i go to the bar with the girls from work thats all there is to do around hee haha , thats all ya do in petrolia, smoke pot and drink. but its all in good fun, weve met some cool people, but still, its not the same people we knew in windsor and i do miss them.
my little broth john's birthday is tomorrow, hes gonna be 19, im thinkin to myself, holy shit thats just ridiculous! and my moms tellin me shes almost 50! seems like just last year john was 14, makes ya wonder where the last 5 years have gone, its crazy.
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[27 Jul 2007|09:26pm] |
this thing says i haven't updated in 44 weeks?
thats pretty fuckin crazy.
a lot has changed. im still at subway its been almost a year and a half!
september will be me and dylans 2 years
also in september im moving!
yay i'm finally getting the fuck outta windsor
im so excited
we got a townhouse thats really nice and affordable too!!!
sooooooooooooo loooong windsor!!!
cheesewhiz just came and visitted me
i haven't see him in a long ass time??
im not sure exactly how long
but yea he was fucked up as usual.
but whatever not my problem right? at least he didn't break any of my shit this time!!
alright that's all
later
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why do i have people over
i hate it.
so much.
why do people insist on getting too fucked up to the point where they can't piss straight.
end result. piss in my garbage can beside my toilet.
theres going to be some serious ass kicking.
it's bullshit everything.
i finally got curtains then they fell outta my wall because of stupid walls here in this stupid fucking building.
wow. i kind of miss ranting.
later.
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